it's not really such a big joke anymore. i can't look at him without my mouth involuntarily curling upwards. i can't think of him without feeling my heart throw itself around a little. i can't dream of him without waking up smiling. i can't not be in an impeccably good mood after seeing him. i have a feeling that i should slow down, come back down to earth, because he makes me want to feel things, do things that i've never wanted to do before.
and for 'just a crush', that's a little too intense, i think.
this is so sweet and moving at once.
ReplyDeleteEllen at The Raven and the Cellar Door