please don't do this anymore, because it makes my head spin a little.which isn't very nice. well, at least not all the time.
like, it's going nowhere. it's never going to be able to go anywhere.
so boring.
give me something i can hold onto. something concrete, that's not going to fall away from beneath me when i least expect it.or don't give me anything at all, because, i guess i could talk myself out of it. or whatever, you know.
woah, i'm still shaking.
iiiiii doooooon't waaaaaant to beeee like this anymooooore.
ugh, i feel like screaming into my pillow.
or something.
