constant knot

par·a·mour
[par-uh-moor]

- noun

1. an illicit lover, esp. of a married person.


2. any lover.

i think that's such a cool word. you're my paramour. will you be my paramour? paramour paramour paramour

today was a good day. a really good day.
im going to go to bed now and sleep for 1000 years because i am exhausted.

holy shit.

weirdweirdweirdweirdweird.
completely weirded-out.

anyway, not going to dwell on it or anything.
today is:

aaaand i'm really tired.
and, fuck, i can do this. it's so hard, it makes me tired just thinking about it.

that's what i'm going to do when i get home.
minus the dog though, mine hates me.

i can't wait to get home, and away from here.