etching

it's school today, and it sucks. at least the heat isn't as bothersome as last week. it's a little easier to handle today, not utterly unbearable.

i have finally come up with a word for that thing i needed to describe: compelling. how perfect is that? it blows my mind how one word can sum up so much.

so, i'm obsessed with this new band, called LA.VI, it's amazing and the lead singer is beautiful, she has this amazing voice that rips through your soul and tears at your skin and floods through your entire being and when she's done, it rings out in your mind. i wish i could make people feel like that, feel the way i felt when she closed her eyes, slowly inched towards the microphone and opened her mouth. it was like i could see the aesthetic pouring from her lips.

i have a biology test in about an hour or so, and 1000 sums for maths class in about 30 minutes, and i have not opened a book for either. i should be doing something about that right now, but blogging seems to be more of a priority at the moment. i write to escape insanity, so it's a good cause. right?

it's strange how i never get used to what you look like, to your facial expressions.

it pretty much sucks not to be able to write whatever i want to write.

i want to be that. i like the way the keys feel under my fingers, i like the noise they make when i touch them, it almost puts me to sleep. lately, everything puts me to sleep.

playlist for today:
re: stacks
skinny love
flume
- bon iver
roslyn
- bon iver & st vincent
the girl
sleeping sickness
the death of me
- city & colour
lasso
rome
 - phoenix
skeleton (acoustic) 
- yeah yeah yeahs
cold fame
- band of skulls
after the storm
white blank page
the cave
- mumford & sons
roll away your stone (mumford & sons cover)
- laura marling

these here are my desires, and i won't give them up to you this time around.