i think i want to know why i get sad, why i get sadder than others.
feelings. one cocktail and my head is spinning, and reeling, and did i make a mistake?
is this thing just us? do i need permission? or something? fuck, i don't know.
i have never ever missed you as much as i do now. maybe those holidays like two years ago, but i doubt it.
i don't care how mushy and soppy and romantic i am, i'm not mushy and soppy and romantic unless i have been given reason.
i'm falling asleep again, why am i always falling asleep?