my heart keeps disappearing around you.

so, today, not even five of those pretty little pills would help.
all i'm seeing is like:

and:

which is totally lame.

right?

not literally a girl in a cloud room though, or people swinging or whatever, just the general idea.

of like, clouds, or something.

i'm exhausted.

tired.

and she's annoying, and it's awkward, and ah, i just want to go home and sleep for, like, ever. and ever.

anyway, oh happy day.

that wasn't planned, the sort-of-rhyme.

<3

i want to take my own photos already, geez.

and make my own music.

i just really, really want to.